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The Base of All Existence

I have become quite the avid meditation junkie and have been given some great revelations over the last several years. I started my meditation practice many years ago when a long-term relationship ended, and this practice has provided me great direction and information which has helped me evolve greatly. Over the years I have really learned to listen and trust the information that was being presented during my meditations. Some meditations are more elaborate than others, but they all provide what I need currently in my life. Recently I watched the new Matrix movie and found myself very interested in seeing reality in a much deeper and intricate way. During my meditation last night, I decided to ask to experience the “matrix” and experienced the following journey.

I found myself staring out into darkness, but not solid darkness. I could still see the different shades of darkness while standing on a clear, but dark crystalline disk. I could almost hear my footsteps as I was moving around. I finally was able to change my view and look back at the center of the disk where there was a very large quartz crystal structure. It appeared to be about 30 feet above and below the disk and it was glowing with a dim pulsing and energetic light. I began to send my thoughts out to understand what I was experiencing and a white woman, who appeared to be in her 50s, came out to meet me. She offered me a chair and she sat down in her own chair as we faced each other; we were communicating in this position and grasping each other’s hands. She began to explain that this was the absolute base structure of all existence; she said that this what might normally be called the quark in quantum physics. She stated that this was the smallest particle of all the cosmos, and this was connected to the source. I asked how this was established and she said that these building structures were created by the source. I further asked who created the source, and she replied that no one truly knew this answer. She continued by saying that each cell of our human body contains and almost endless number of quarks, which are connected to the absolute, perpetual, and eternal state of existence. We could not stay there too long because the current state of this quark was at rest, and that nothing foreign within the structure could survive the intense amount of energy that happens when the quark is active. She showed me that the crystalline disk pulls into the center, changes to a molten glass like material, and activates the crystal in the center to an amazing amount of energy. Even though the disk seemed to have a circumference, I was informed that it extended outwardly for an eternity; when each of these quarks activates, it literally pulls the entire existence of all there is to the center. It is hard to imagine this ultra-microscopic quark pulling in the entire cosmos and taking advantage of all there is, much less to imagine that each of these quarks are the smallest particle of existence.

When I read material on Quantum Mechanics and Quantum Physics, I understand it completely; however, if I had to explain it well, I would not do this science credibility. I don’t necessarily have a scientific, or detailed mind, however, I have a basic understanding of the quantum. When I researched quarks following this meditation, it seems that quarks may not have been viewed physically and are simply being shown through equations and theories. Of course, I could be wrong about that statement. However, I found it very compelling and interesting to have this experience, which aligns with what the scientific community seems to be stating. I hope to expand on this journey and knowledge, but I never truly know what will come through when I sit down to meditate

I think that this is the secret though -- to allow the universe to populate your consciousness and provide answers and guidance through this connection. I challenge everyone to dedicate time every day to meditate and connect with all there is! You will be truly glad that you started this journey.

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